July 2009
45 posts
got my
permit! and i just have to get my hours done and ill be driving in no time!
today was goood, but probally a mistake. Im so ready to start schoool, im tired of being bored.
so this is what it feels like for everyone to just put up with you and just be nice to you. Im so fucking tired of this. I want to go to houston already
pure venting
1. youre a stupid bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go suck a dick. I just can’t help but get super pissed off when I look at anything involving you 2. You’ve been a really good friend to me lately and I love it. Sorry for being such a shit head 3. I hate that the first girl you like has to be her, come on. I know I hurt you but couldn’t you pick the girl you didn’t hoook up with half...
its always to late, to much, not sooon enough, never knew could only be me. They were there. Run, far, fast only leaving yourself behind. Peices broken, and burned bridges.
it crashes around, suffocating until you cant run Forced to climb, Abandonded, pushing, and begging for comfort.
poooor
dox, I hate when dexter messes with innocent people.
I can't
help but get excited about you. I know its wrong and I know you arent that interested just messing around, but you were my escape and I want you to run your course and end with my will.
If tomorrow doesn’t happen, you will have run your course.
“im not a princess, this aint a fairy tale and im not the one you’ll sweep...”
blah
I really want you to text me and say lets hangout tonight, ill pick you up. But it wont happen :/
its now 6, and I still havent slept. And have probally watched ever music video by taylor swift. Ever. hahaha. I really want everyone to be awake right now. Or you to text me and say hey wanna go get break fast? thatd be nice, :/ oh well. Just gonna chill until I can sleep or katie wakes up.
seriously, am I just going to be forced to stay with shitty older dudes?
its 3:30
and I cant sleep what so ever. I HATE STUPID STUPID NONSENCE. I wish everyone just said how they felt and couldn’t pull bullshit.
need to get this off my chest
theres so much I want to say, so much I should say, and enough to break you down. I know everything that could tear you apart, but I wont say it. All I want you to know is that loosing you hurt, alot. But it made me realize the person you really were. And I don’t like that person.
i've felt so good
these last few days that now im just kinda bored without anyone. Oh great.
:D
its all I got
HELL YEAH
Sims 3 tomorrow.
hahaha, I wish
txtsfrmlstnght:
(607): Its like common courtesy of dating, the guy pays for the weed, just like dinner
txtsfrmlstnght:
(607): I’ve blown a few things in my day
I said
bye to you for good, you left in a hurry in anger and couldn’t even savor it. I already miss you knowing its really over. No more texting, late night kissing, eop breakfast, none of you. No more of the sweetest thing I’ve ever known. although it was rough, I wouldn’t trade it in for anything. You treated me the best, never let my feelings go unnoticed. Im gonna miss you this is...
Doing the right
thing is deffinatly not the easy thing, it deffinatly feels good though, I may feel lonely now but with what im learning I wont need anyone.
You strangly inspire me, I see you growing and I want to fallow.
Houston.
I really hope this deal my dad is working on gets put on the table because then I will have a totally new start. I normally fear change but I know this could be a good one. I know atleast one person in Houston and then I could see all of my friends, that I still have, as much as I want. Its dumb to get excited about this because its no where near developed but its hard not to be excited when you...
I will climb the mountain and let everything out.
6199.) How could something that felt so perfect,...
(via blogsecret)
6147.) Is it terrible that while the rest of my...
(via blogsecret)
he he he
txtsfrmlstnght:
(910): An ex-gang member just asked me out on a date via note. And spelled dinner wrong. Win?
“The joke is, we all have the same punch line.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via fuckyeahpalahniuk)
Im not scared to say how I feel,
Im not afraid to yell and scream because I know ill fight with almost everyone in my life…
…least I’ll finally get them to say how they feel.
“boys will come and go but the friends you make now last forever”
all I want to do is cuddle,
that sounds perfect.
5998.) I've fallen in love with who you used to...
(via blogsecret)
hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
“When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound....”
– Cecelia Ahern (via quotewhore)
News flash
He left you once and will do it again. Then what will you do?
Ahhhhh
im back and idk how to feel about it alot of stuff happend on this trip and I really hated it, I sat in the airport today crying. Jerrad was the only one with me today first time it was 10, the second time it was 2 and the third its 1. And I had to walk by the stupid spot we were at when I left for az when I moved. Too sad. Austin seems as if its going to forget about me sooon. I already have lost...
haaaa
fmylife:
Today, my husband gave me an ultimatum - choose him or my male best friend. I chose my husband. My husband then admitted to me that he was hoping I would choose my best friend so he would have an excuse to leave me and wouldn’t have to tell me he’s been cheating on me. FML
“I cant stop falling and grabbing on to something that wont happen it only makes...”
– shouldve stuck with those words
its all
hit the fan to say in the least and there is nothing to do about it but let it roll off my back and move on with who I have and leave who i have left behind. I don’t like everything that I’ve lost in the past month almost all my friends and a boyfriend. But its all in my plan of life I guess and I am ready for what comes my way.
I thought I needed a guy, I thought I needed a friend...
and another
ex boyfriend who will just end up hating me… Great
laaaame
shits real gay, and there is not one thing I can do about it. Got may court stuff, yay for kids court I wont be in to much trouble.
:/
going to austin
single, lonely, and excited to see everyone! Cant hardly wait
