December 2008
12 posts
oh yeah, kinda
wish you would go fuck yourself! times two.
mfndmfndfmdnfd,mfndmfndfmndfdsmfnfmfn dfmndmfndf,mdnf.admsnfad.fandsf.,mdnf.d blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah!!
HOLY SHIT
reading that made me giggle inside.
im tired of being sad over something that ’doesnt matter’ Jerrad nicole and sara are the only reasons I really care about coming back now. Im so happy I could come to them, everything else I could deal without. I love my friends who arent the best of them but theyre all that matters in austin now. See ya later kiddo, stay happy, stay independent,...
kinda
miss you
...
avoiding eyes, blank acceptance. Ending sarrow and new beginings. No chance at friendship. HAH
last night you
got a little too drunk, I hope you were just temprorarily missing it. Because you need to be happy, just please be happy. You deserve it, and not what I did to you.
you are
pure ecstasy
an anxious
tone is set over me, scared for a fight. But to deep in the knowledge of whats right. In avoidable to hurt you, but able to keep my heart wrapped in someone else.
Can I keep us both happy? Seems theirs only one way. The troops will set in and the walls will go up. Unable to go down until all sings of possible damage is gone.
I’m sorry I just cant do that and really wouldnt dream of it. I...
well
I get to visit. Kinda scared for how akward shit will be but excited to see everyone. Me and nicole have alot planned, good and sad but itlll be a really good vacation for me.
Got a 100 on my final and had a really good day with EDO MEDO :P
and this is to sara
the amazing girl and photgrapher whos picture will be in time magazine. I could not be anymore proud of you sara! I knew you would do something good I cant wait to see you over my break.
I love you baby girl.
(:
Won 40 bucks in poker lastnight. And I really feel completely comfortable and happy when you are around. I love what my friends can do for me, love it, and love them.
Nicoles mom said shed adopt me too. Haha
I don't see how
she can be so mad over nothing, I have so much stuff I want to say but I personally want to keep my hair and don’t want a chunck out of my side again. HOORAY! you have made our relationship nothing. You “have no trust” but I have no respect for you.
go mom!
