October 2008
33 posts
hey, come
pick me up and lets scream as loud as we can to aly and aj along with dashboard. lets get drunk at 2 o’clock in the afternoon with clint dylan and ryan, peirce our body parents and play wii. Lets be the silly girls we have always been.
Oh wait… the only way I can do that is pretend. Listening to all of them is akward. getting drunk early isn’t as fun. And peircing my lip...
former dream
while we sat outside of your friends apartment you asked me to dance,
I laughed at your hand you offered, but you still continued. I reluctantly stood up to feel your hand fall into mine. Your lead was not as serious as the offer, we laughed until I pushed away but we smiled until I fell to my bed.
and I soon realized. It was all but a dream, and a lie. That I wanted to beleive
...
push, you push until its now, right here and now. pull, you pull after its resting right there in your palm.
and then you stand there silent. Almost as a robot, just with a different tone of voice. Now its my turn to push you say. Push and push.
but you’ve already convinced yourself, and so have I. will I shake this off and pretend its all ok?
knew it
knew not too, DID IT ANYWAYS. of course.
I want to
go back to christmas, just please let me go back
If
I think of your smile I can still hear your laugh.
come back :’/
“we are those “little girls” your boyfriends are out with every night”
– nothin but the fucking truth
am I
the one whos letting you down now?
wow
crazy break. I don’t want to go back to school.
1 week of no sleep, drinking, and staying up till like 6 everynight is killing me. But I like it. HAH!
dissapoint
whats the point? to get everyone to care? NO To take care of everyone else? NO To let everyone know you really care so all they can do is use you? NO the point is, you. Make yourself happy. Do you even know how to do that? NO because what makes you happy is the people around you being happy. Nothing is about you in your life. Try to hide it. Go ahead. You aren’t fooling anyone livi, they...
I cant imagine
what you wanted me to feel, but if you were going for complete shit then good job you did something right.
It was his fucking birthday, and you just had to make me feel worse. It wasnt about me, or you, no one but him. :/ whatever
found this somewhere.
stickitinyou:
Don’t hold on just because you think there’s no one else. There will always be someone else. You’ve got to believe you’re worth more than being repeatedly hurt by someone who doesn’t really care and believe that someone will see what you’re really worth and treat you the way you should be treated.
You couldnt be more right
will you
sleep tonight? will you think of me? Will I shake this off pertend and its all ok?
Ahhhh, perfection!
fuck you
and how you fucked me over,
I wish you were out of my life. :(
those two lines
they will never save me from danger, no one will respect them, teenagers disrespect. I will never forget, Never risk. I will never forget the lessons you taught me. We all still miss you, and love you to death. Im sorry we could realize without you leaving us all. I will love you forever, I need your perfect advice. Ill see you in another life, R.I.P Garrett!
another
stab from you… thanks.
Love you too. :/
trying
to go by “you look good, you feel good”
But I don’t feel good, nor look good. This saturday I will feel pretty, I will feel like someone wants me, I will try to feel good.
Haha! shouldve listend to these feelings
you make it hard for me not to stress, but you really aren’t worth anything.
I just want to be ungrounded.
god damnit
not again, I can’t even listen to a beautiful song with out you coming in my head.
Whyd you have to fucking leave me :(
WHAT
do could would should
…I want?
oh my
I will watch all of your friendships crumble with every single one of those people, theyll do like you did to me.
and ill just fuckin laugh. Cause you never were true to me
hahahaha
I shouldve known, I have always been the one to put a gaurd up to new friends. But I figured it wouldn’t matter with you guys and you were geniuine. OOOPSE!
super wrong about that one. Just don’t come around anymore.
still my password
still the best guy to ever come into my life. <3
oh man
whata big bad bitch, its not their fault your boyfriend left. Stop blaming the bad things that happend in your relationship on other people, think about what you did before you blame people.
Or maybe talk to the person you fucking datied?!
you
are always on something, unattractive!
wow
cops at katies party, creepers on the stairs, and uncles in the drive way.
Terrible night lastnight, and I knew it all would come. But felt leaving earlier would just be rude, now its smart. I guess we will all just have to learn not to party in the pointe. Or somewhere security can come in and easily identify us.
Grounded until Saturday, everyones homecoming plans got super fucked up cause were...
cant even
dont even want to write in my tumblr anymore.
Whats the mother fucking point?!
ur so gay
and ya don’t even like boys!
he he, i love alyss
I havent
really been on in a while, cause I don’t have a computer, GOTTA LOVE THAT! but I guess its been good to not constantly worry about what sad things youve written today that make me wanna cry my eyes out. Im really sorry Ive been a peice of shit towards you. I don’t know what to do anymore. Holding on hurts and letting go hurts you. I love you to death, but I can’t handle you...
