like you have no
like the world
don’t owe you a
— Warsan Shire (via perfect)
life has a strange way of giving you what you want,
I begged for you to make the choice for me
for me to walk away without question.
damaged, that was just an understatement.
Although the want for a choice to be made for me
wished, that you would be the one to
to change this former optimist back to natural form,
possibilities, chances and first loves
proved to be my constant disappointment
and a constant self doubt in all forms.
The past is a great teacher of future outcomes,
my pessimistic view turned
to a realist perspective
Everyone is in it for themselves,
one life lesson, yet to be proven wrong